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Nonfiction

by Teen Idle

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1.
Saccharine 04:08
Picturesque view up here The middle of the day I missed how summers taste so sweet Was that your point of view Or just the stain of wine? Don’t like your love too saccharine The souvenirs of you Dead roses on my wall But now there’s joy I can recall I have become the hawk You’d see on all your walks Through wind or rain I’ll find my way So you ran away How’s life alone? If God herself gave you a diamond I don’t think you’d be satisfied
2.
Teen Idle - Birthday Cake Running away and back again Raising the stakes, hoping you’ll win Sign of the cross Gin on the rocks One little sin will do you in You like the chase At night you pray That something great is on the way And in a day you’ll come to me And you will hear just what you need If you think it’s a game You should learn to play right Now, go on, and leave the state You’re still chained to your mind You hid away for thirty days And now you’re home to state your case You like the taste of birthday cake And all your friends singing your name Born with a spoon between your lips Where it will stay until the day You think it’s a game You should learn to play right Now, go on, and leave the state You’re still chained to your mind Since you think it’s a game You should learn to play right Now, go on, and leave the state You’re still chained to your mind
3.
Norway 04:46
I would like to go away To far off places like Norway Take my hand, I’ll show you where To hide from the monsters down there The world is big but there’s no space In New York City or L.A. You just need to get away To dye your hair and change your name You know that this place Is with you until the end of your life And you’re leaving today On a ticket that you barely could buy You sped across the interstate Away from the mess that you made To an unfamiliar place Two thousand miles away You just had one or two days To fix up your resume To cut your teeth around this town You‘ll have to be the party clown You know that this place Is with you until the end of your life And you’re leaving today On a ticket that you barely could buy And then out of the blue You'll be back here on the earliest flight And I’ll know I was right Thinking you were always terrified I would like to go away I would like to go away
4.
The things you say Will always stay in my mind You’ve become someone I can’t recognize The monsters they’ve been creeping in every night The fog sets in and wraps you in a cloud of grey Darling you’ve slipped Right through the hands of time The souvenirs will disappear by next year
5.
Epigraph 00:50
6.
Spiderwebs 04:42
You have a way with words Got me wrapped inside of them Trap me in your web And watch me start to spin Say I’ll be alright Get me through the night Or at least pretend And all the same again Now when you come around I’ll just have left the town You’re casually late, but early to escape Stuck in spiderwebs Can’t wrestle out of them Would you like to see what will become of me? Maybe I’m trapped inside Slipped into a little trance Cause in my mind I tried to find A reason why you’d give it a chance
7.
Dance Inc. 04:14
I’ve been surviving so far on my own In the world of the blazers And blood-hungry headhunters By now I would’ve thought I’d be taken And so inundated With corporate occurrences I’ve been surviving I’ve been surviving I’ve been surviving
8.
Every Night 04:44
You’ve always been good at fading to black In the background you stay, so far away You dye your hair cause You’re afraid to show your colors Locked in the bathroom, running for cover Every night I used to wonder why The planets never did align You want to be in a band Cause you play the people around you I reached out my hand It’s been a slow burn You’d drink yourself to the grave Just to forget the pain Of all that was taken The day your mom passed away Every night I used to wonder why The planets never did align The questions that once plagued my mind Have been answered with time
9.
Stranger 03:32
I lie here awoken by the sound Of a thunderstorm It welcomes me home with open arms Another New York night Hopped off a flight with bloodshot eyes This is not goodbye, I’ll see you down the line These little moments in time Years from now, what will remain in our minds? It’s just another starry night Let’s paint it like Van Gogh I feel like a stranger I’ve seen stranger I’ve seen stranger Stranger things Sun-kissed memories Sudden goodbyes Embrace me one last time Before I fly home tonight
10.
Winter 06:12
I’ve been searching far and wide I don’t know how to play your game It’s Sunday morning, And Lou Reed tells me The whole world is way behind me For you, words roll right off the tongue But mine get stuck in the back of my throat And in the winter nights It’s so hard to see the light But I know there’ll be a day You will find the reason why I built my life on a hollow feeling That you would come running to me I painted phrases in the sky Hoping you would be outside Now I know why you like December Your heart is cold, just like the weather And in the winter nights It’s so hard to see the light But I know there’ll be a day You will find the reason why And when the summer’s done I will still be holding on To your memory so far gone Like red wine, stain my mind The door is wide open The door is open The door is open The door is
11.
On Fire 05:17
Burning so bright, she burned out too fast The show must go on even if this is the last She is all the colors And she used to be the one Now she’s washed out with the girls downtown Her second in the sun From a bed of flowers She would pick them one by one Waiting always for a man To help her come undone She could only live her life as it went along No concrete plans Except that she would run it to the ground

about

“The record is largely autobiographical and is kind of what it would be like to look at my diary, if I actually had one,” Abdelbarry says. “From heartbroken ballads to a sardonic stab at HR people, to songs that peer into friends’ lives, this album tackles so many things that were happening in my life at the time.”

Abdelbarry adds: “I struggled with a lot of personal things throughout the writing of these songs, and the record is quite contemplative and has undertones of longing. I overcame the toughest thing I’ve ever been through… and I came out with a whole damn album.”

Says H1 Massive CEO John Eye: “Teen Idle’s new album Nonfiction is a warm and introspective journey through self discovery, empowerment, and longing.”

credits

released September 29, 2023

All songs written, produced, and recorded/engineered by Sara Abdelbarry

Mixed by Evan Rudenjak

Mastered by Kramer

Track 5 mixed by Sara Abdelbarry

Drums engineered by Connor Hanson (“Norway”, “Saccharine”, “Birthday Cake”, “Winter”) &

Danny Murray and Simon Ogilvie (“Dance Inc.”, “Spiderwebs”, “Things You Say”)

Additional engineering by Connor Hanson

Horns recorded by Travis Sullivan (“Saccharine”) and Claude Lumley (“Norway”)

Horn arrangement and composition by Sara Abdelbarry

Album and single artwork by Sara Abdelbarry

“Birthday Cake” single artwork by Samantha Abdelbarry

Sara Abdelbarry - vocals, bass, electric guitar, acoustic guitar, parlor guitar, slide guitar, drum programming, upright piano, synth, tambourine, maracas, claps, water bottle, sound effects.

Danny Murray - drums (“Dance Inc.”, “Spiderwebs”, “Things You Say”)

Samir Tawalare - drums (“Norway”, “Saccharine”, "Birthday Cake”, “Winter”)

Travis Sullivan - saxophone (“Saccharine”)

Claude Lumley - french horn (“Norway”)

Nat Chippy & Nick Timoniere - background vocals on “Winter”

Recorded at Sara’s house in NJ, Drexel Recording Studios (Philadelphia), Connor Hanson’s studio, New York City, and the Copenhagen Metro.

Publisher: Songtrust
PRO: ASCAP

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